Sit in the swirling silence;
the darkness breathes across my skin.
The moonlight paints the world in silver,
All the stars you see are dead.
The air contains a memory;
something special that I’ll forget.
This night is thick with all our choices,
I cannot waste a single breath.
You remind me of all I left behind;
the beauty that used to be belief.
I’m gone—my mind is silent screaming,
“Oh fuck—ohgodnoplease.”
My mistakes taste like honey;
like a poison painted on my mouth.
I’ve given in, you’ll kill me any moment,
but I only need this one small death.
